Do you smell christmas? Its coming nearer and nearer! AND!
Not forgetting presents < :
Excited excited , jump jumps -,-

Selena Baby , I love you ! Thanks for also listening to my nonsense about da da da .
Not forgetting , DLHZ as well. Thank you so muchiee
and many many others hee hee hee < :

So happy I bought my limee greeeny greeny
Christmas shopping still not ended .
Ehhhh , this blog ... really gonna be dead soon I think ):

With you , is there still love ? Or.... Nothing?

BACK :)
Bought so many stuff! Hippes :)
"Always love the person who treats you right?"
I know. I didn't treat you right all this while , but... Don't you think, some of those was also your fault? It takes 2 hands to clap in a relationship.
I believe, you have no feelings anymore, anyone would have felt the same way.
I'm sorry anyway for treating you so harsh and nasty.
But, don't you think that, you're too overprotective?
You don't even trust me?
All I just want to say is..... I don't expect anything now from you.
I will try my best to GUASAP :)
Took me alot of courage to post this thingthing up, but.. I really don't know what to do.
It keeps me very tiring and very very sick in the stomach.

I'm gonna start a new year of resolution soooon .
With / Without you , you coming along ? ;)

I don't feel good.
I feel lousy
Very very very.
I want to vanish.

Dear (Fill in your own blanks)


Do you love me ?
Alamak.

You once used to make me smile so wide ,
stomach spin so wild.
Anyway , I shall just let it go.
Everything happens for a reason right?

Uhhhhhh , SELENA ! You muz come okay on Fri ):
I LOVE YOU :)
I really do , I miss you oh!
I'm gonna close this blog soon , goodbye to you and this dairy.
You'll be part in my sweet memory which I want to keep forever :)

Let go of the relationship , CAN'T YOU SEE EVERYONE'S ASKING YOU TO LET GO ?
Listen to ALL your friend's advice .
We'll never ever be the same again .

RANDOM!

HP / DELL better ?
:)

What can u complain about???

i Not Understanding enough? - If i not understanding enough i guess i already Left u LONG LONG ago? not understanding help u massage?

Wrong? -Yah u got no wrong? can u strongly STAND up & touch your heart swear to your god.. u DID nothing WRONG before.. & if u got take care of me nicely.. got time find me concern about me, only talk to me.. & not talk to other guys when i reply slowly? entertain me feel appreciated when people come all the way.. to wait for u yet not laughing so LOUD with ur frens then ignore me outside the shop? what i wear is what am i.. u say i am gross then walk far away from me? so u mean other guys arm are more warm then your own Bf's... Massage u end up got all the Beating & all the pain slap...? Scold u.. u scold me more or i scold u more? u speak vuglar or me? your life is tougher or my life is tougher? u go play around or i went to play around? u carried away or i carried away? who upset who more? who are having all the pattern? who care about who more? who ask maid to lie behide the phone & die die dun wan to admit when i heard your voice on the BACKground....i know i do all the scolding.......... cause u dun even understand hints... & u always think that u are doing the right thing.......... if u wan me to list all ..... u will end up say i say bad things about u............... if u are thinking what i say is all FAKE & NOT TRUE u can tell me.. i take it away straight & apologize..

Lying? - yah u always get caught for lying so u did not lie yah? touch ur heart

MIA? - U spent all ur time slping, fall asleep went missing watch TV & watch tv & watch tv & watch tv.. play with ur Pet DOG talk to OTHER "people" on the PHONE... SMS other people.. but not talk to me.. u meet everyone except me?


Ask u to eat shit? - So when u angry what did u do? Hit me? smack me? what i do? i ask u go eat shit? so do u deserve tat? am i very mean..? what to do if i am angry? i use my mouth to talk.. but it doent look like u even care what i say.. it doesnt even mean to u...............................

Turn Off? - I not turn off by u enough? so u wan to turn off for me?


Plz dun claim that u view my blog & Facebook to check on my updates okay? the RAW newly baked is HERE yet u freaking dun reply.. dun say another thing then do another thing k........... i had enough ................... plz wake up & realise your mistake.. stop taking things for granted...

So , this is sucha bad description of a girlfriend(which is me)
Why don't he just break up right?
Oh , he's so in the right , I'm in the wrong man !
I didn't ask you to do EVERYTHING for me , DID I ASK YOU TO FIND ME ?
DID I FORCE YOU TO MASSAGE?
Imagine ... How am I gonna tolerate him in the long run? Mygosh.
YOUR GIRLFRIEND ADRINA GOT NO BALLS RIGHT?
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ .

If you can complain on your blog I can't is it ?

What kind of a boyfriend is he when he asks the girlfriend to eat shit ?
What kind of a boyfriend is he when he don't even understand his own girl ?
WHAT KIND OF BOYFRIEND IS HE WHEN HE THINKS THAT THE GIRLFRIEND IS ALWAYS IN THE WRONG AND LYING AND MIA -ING ?


TURN OFF.

She's hawt in the pants yo .

Everything has changed .

Cute cute mishi bishi cishi

• I have a liking for OWLS!

They're cool balls , it seems as if , the longer I work in Diva, the more I have a crave totally for accessories . I don't want it to be like an addictive drug !
I h8 spending so much on accessories man , cheeese bolls. Don't see the worth at all -,-
I hope this week will end soon ! So my mama can hurry come back and she will get me nice presseniexz <: Awaiting for my off day as well! Working is seriously very tiring ): I miss studying really , retail hours in town is really hectic and crazy esp weekends . I still have to complete my presentation by next week . I wonder when is it gonna ever end ? Oh well, No Pain, No Gain from baby K <: Pictures are gonna be very overloaded , I seriously have no time , sigh . H8 too many picx >:
One last thing , I need to choose the friends I pick . Some are seriously just making use.
I h8 it, I miss my kinder joys, if only... Irene baby sees this, I really miss her >:
Love her alot still . (As a friend ok!) A thousand sorry for you, even if its not enough, I'll still love you like my best friend ;>

God, guide me through,
I will fall at your feet to give you praise no matter how bad , or how great ,
may you get all the glory Lord .
Amen.
X

Not meant to b.

Been really busy with attachment , seriously very tiring.
Dealing w relationship problems is WORST .
I neeeed to think thru this really carefully whether I should carry on . Damnit.
OMG , ytd Bebe's fashion show was really amazing! Was stealing glances @ it while I was working. The music was SO DARN LOUD that we had to shout at the customers -,-
Fashion show @ ION Topshop today , been busy packing accessories from my company to loan to the fashion designers , manyy customers , many replenishing of stocks man!
ONE WORD: DRAINED.
Andandandandandandandandandandand !
Christopher keeps making me laugh like some maddie woman ! -,-
We shall hang out soon !
In these times, I need someone to really pull me thru this.
WHTEVA TO THE EMOMEMO MESSAGE .
One more point , my blog is very very plain and bland with words, I will try to fill it up w picturees soon!
I'm gonna get a new camera and ipod or someth ! Yesyesyesyes !
I'm gonna go for a neeew hairstyle ! :)
Tiredtiredtired.

Am I your one more disaster girl?

Decided to delete ytd's post. Too disturbing !
ATTACHMENT IS STARTING SOON.
Tada, my hair is long again . Its sooo little and pathetic seriously . 100 bucks into the drain .
THE SERVICE SUX ! Butwhattodo,I'msuchavainpok.
Sigh, Imma fickled and weird person ain't I? >:
Thanks for waiting w me, Miss SM and friends.
Kelvin's stripe still w me! He srsly warms people's heart when he smiles :)
ANYWAY!
I edited it, cos .... someth looks weird. Not gonna say it out , -,-
Ihavenotclearedmypicturesinmycomputer(Feeling kinda rushed rushed rushed)
MSN sux ok , everything sux for me right now at this time, hour, minute!
I'm off to sorting out those crazyphotoswhooha. Those memories are really very very precious to me, but I just hope.....
One day I can forget everything , are they even meant to be remembered or always missed?

>:

I'm not staring at your butt i'm just admiring your back pockets fella.

This life is I own is just a blink of an eye,
A glimpse into a world we were never meant to see. So don't hang on to anything at all.
And all the things we have, and all the people we have known,
will fade away so quickly.
And memories of love will be the only warmth we have in the end.

I have tons of pickcheers ! But I seriously.... don't have the patience and time to edit.
So it'll take a long while -,-
Today went to Simei to get my groceries, rent DVDs.
Swimming was good.
Dinner was light.
Watched Fighting With Giants.
Its an awesome show. It cheered me up and encouraged me alot.
This movie means alot to me, it is really a awesome show.
YOU ARE ENCOURAGED TO WATCH IT :)
Sometimes, I really wonder to myself...
What's my purpose on this earth?
God has planted every talent in each one of us,
what is mine? How come I can't find anything that I find is a talent yet?
I'm gonna find a purpose in my life, I wanna know what it is.
People like Michael Jackson(Really Cool and Hot!), Jackie Chan etc.
No one will be as good as them no matter how hard they try, they will still be them.
So always remember.
YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT, ITS A GIFT FROM GOD!
Use it wisely...
YOU ARE SPECIAL & UNIQUE!

Btw!

I'm not trying to preach and act holy or whatsoever in here, just wanna encourage some of my friends! :)
Ohohoh and also... I'll link up soon!

Hari Raya Haji fellows.

I'm all over my heart's desire,
I feel cold but I'm back in the fire.
out of control but I'm tied up tight,
come in, come out tonight.

If only.....
Someone I could talk to and tell me a situation right away could understood me the way I'm feeling ya'll know.
Going for a swim tomorrow to make myself feel better and obviously to exercise those stupidbadstubbornfatswhichdonotwanttogoaway!
TO DO LIST.
I made one just now at my granny's place.
Have a whole lot this week .
I SHALL USE MY TIME WISELY -,-
Before attachment comes,
I'm sooooo scared my leg will be sooooo painful that I have to like keep walking around restless and so not still!
Then I'll lean everywhere !
No no no ! It cannot be happening!
Actually.......
It should be.....
IT MUST NOT HAPPEN.
I'm so afraid my leg will hurt like crap.
I SHALL PRAY :)
PRAY CHANGES THINGS DON'T THEY !

Got her picture in your wallet honey .

My blog is so done. Like after a million years then I'll go missing, how fickled .
Hmmmmm , no good!
Shall upload ALL the pictures tomorrow.
No I better not promise -,-
Meanwhile, I'm just thinking....
Should I do my lj too ?
I need to do my online blogshop to sell my clothes tooooooooo ):
Anyway.
My attachment location is different from Miss Sm ):
Oh well.....
I'll have to eat ALONE all ALONE during lunch breaks.
Oh oh oh.
My mother is home. Y A Y :)
I need to get many many stuffffie.
How pathetic, I still haven't got them.
I GOT MY UOB CARD :)